Arghhh........stressed!!!Very very.....dunno why but i'm so damn stressed...Here rite now in the comp lab with my project work group...can i just tell u guys how much i hate project work....it damn sucks and i have to freaking do it for the 2nd time.....sucky.....There's this girl in my class who just get on my nerve....she's too quiet and so.....arghhh no word to explain....as a matter of fact....she's sitting next to me now but she doesn't know i'm writing here....i told her to go a bit further away....she freaking wanting to see what website i'm going and i told her 'do u mind'.....haha so much for being a nice person siti......u did a great job with that girl.....nvm.....dun bother....she's not worth my time....haha...guess wat i realised something(actually long time ago...just wanna say it out here)....I'm a confidant to many people....everyone has problem would come up to me....in fact i have so many of these peeps secret that i think my stomach gonna explode with their secrets.....but relax guys....ur secret is still safe with me.....Am i that good of a friend....well from what i get from the people......i am.....It was lunch just now.....had this guy from some other class asking me whether i'm chinese or malay......ARGHH....why do i still get that......damn small eyes....But it's knda cool,u know.....i get to eavesdrop on a lot of conversation(gossips).....and get to hear what people think about me....but sometimes it just hurts....coz u get to know what people are really like.....they sometimes have mean things to say about me and being the stupid idiot they are....they say it in front of me in MALAY......I know i'm not perfect.....i don't deny i'm FAT....so get off my case.....mother fuckas.......But over time i learn to just ignore them coz they are not worth my energy to be mad at....they are IDIOTS....and IDIOTS dun have the mental capacity to think properly.....As i like to say it......U AIN't GOT SHIT ON ME!!! Woo!!!.....so relieved to get this off my chest......so to all fat peeps out there.....dun care about those people.....they are not worth it.....they are still other people who care for u.....rite Dee?I love my friends.....esp my boos....they are the coolest.....they are those people that really make me feel so welcome.....so is all my extended family in 02S03....U guys make me feel so needed and give me so much warmth......to my new found clique(u know who u guys are) in my new class....u guys make good company esp in that type of class(get it!!)......Had the seating plan to Forbidden City just now.....i had to sit next to this someone......My God......patience.....patience siti......u can do it....hahahaha.Can't wait till Friday....Teachers' Day....wonder wat the SC got in store for us.......hopefully it would be fun(but i know it won't be as fun as last year)....then got a date with Dee......hehe....can't wait.....well that's all for now(finally)....better get back to project work........Bubbye.......Peace out....
Hanim