Imperfection
The word that no one like to use
who wants to call themselves imperfect
not you but i do
for i know what i am
and who i am
for i am not ashamed for what i am
and who i am
for i am what i am
Mad
mad not because not being what i am
but for what i am not
i want to be free
i want to be excused from life
i want to be of what i want to be
but the society won't let me
constantly reminding what i should
and must be....
But why....why should i care
Simple...because i'm forced to care
People
you are the building block of a society
you can either make or break
you can either shape or destroy
you strive for perfection
but yet you are so far away from it
get out of this dillusion
that we are perfect
we are not.........
Life
life was never easy
never is
and never will be
it's just god's way to test us
for that i thank you God
for you have shown me what i am
and what people are.........
IMPERFECT
Just a small poem for all to read about what i feel about the world,society,people and myself.....I am just so sad,mad,stressed,lethargic....all roll into one this week....i just don't feel that i should care about anything this week....but people and school has forced me to care....why....why....let me off this once.....So tired of the life i live in today.....More and more people just get on my nerve....WHY!!!I am so looking forward to next week.....where a new day hopefully brings a new hope for me to live on.....i feel so suicidal.....not physically.......but i feel that my soul is dying off this week.......trying to get out of the body and just fly away to somewhere remote where people dun bother.....PEOPLE.......at times u uplifted me but at many occasions...u just break me....I am so dissapointed....aren't we all sent to earth to do something meaningful to each other.....why must there be so much discord....atrocities....why the fighting,the hurting,the killing......why.....And me.....i am so mad at myself for not able to do anything....about life and beyond my life....but i realised i can't blame myself....and other people because it's beyond our control....what i can do now is to sit back and awaits whatever that will come my way.........sigh......signing out....PEACE
Hanim