It's Teachers' Day today.....so...*sigh*...whatever la....so boring man...and i still haven't study for the 2 tests which i am going to have...malas seh....i'm so looking forward to this Saturday....can't wait to see Forbidden City and the september holidays....woohoo....my poly friends are already having their holidays....lucky bunch....remind me people...why i chose to come to JC....I've got to fid new eating buddies now....the J2s won't be coming to school this week...i mean they'll be taking prelim prac exams so they won't be coming down for the breaks.....so i have to find people to eat with...if not i will eat alone...then sooner or later....the J2 will be gone for their study break and soon gone from the school...they'll be graduating....so sad...i'll miss u guys.....i'll have NO FRIENDS.....so sad....i mean i do have friends la...but then.....never mind la...they have got their own friends...and for me to intrude.....whatever la....man now i feel that i shouldn't have come down to JC1.....I want my friends.....In fact....everyday now i've been feeling very tense....i feel that i can cry any moment....the J2 will be gone soon....who am i gonna hang out with....rite now in J1....i don't know if i can hang out with anyone....everyone have their own clique....and it would be awkward if i would to join in too....yeah yeah...i know ....i know that i have to learn to make friends....but the first step are always hard....Never mind la....i still have 2 months to go.....Whatever la......Signing out.Peace
Hanim