Ok people....I tried and tried but i still cannot be happy in school.....if last week i miss my friends....this week i find school a sore and chore....really i tried to smile and be happy....at times i can lah...but most of the other time...i'll be hurling abuse....violent sial....hehe...school sucks as usual....tis morning we have survey on how or what we think about the school....dun bother to read thoroughly....all my answer was simply agree...can't be bothered what they school wanna know what i think about the school....all i know now is that i wanna get the promos and pw over and done with,can't wait for the holidays....the more i am in school...the more i felt that my soul is dying......save me people....don't let my soul die off....if it happens to die off....i'm only but a dead man walking ....putting up a facade....i miss secondary school....my social ring was so much better....actually in jc...i don't bother whether i have friends or not.....people can get so stuck up with other things....why should i bother then.....u have ur own life and i have my own...that's what i feel rite now.....Right now apart from my J2 friends and some other more.....i have me to rely to....Do u know that because of all this thinking...i have started writing letters to myself.....i feel so schizo......but then writing those letters do help me....put things into perspective....a domain where i can released all those hidden feelings....stresses.....that's all for now...dun feel like telling more in here.....i rather write...hehe...more private....adious people.....see ya...Peace
Hanim