ARGhh.....do you know how hard is it to have problems but you can't say it out......not that i can't...it's just that i don't want to.....I'm so tired....so tired at the way my life is now....suicide is tempting but NO....suicide is for stupid people.....But i can say that my soul is really dying inside.....too much thing to think about....going to school is my only haven to forget my problems for a while.....But then people at school are really getting on my nerves......SHUT UP PEOPLE.....LEAVE ME ALONE....YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME......
if you think you are so fucking good....don't come to school....the world don't revolve around you....I thought my sad gloomy days were over but boy was i wrong...here i am again....feeling so damn miserable....why can't i be free......i wish my life would change.....i wish someone would understand......

Hanim