Hey there my hardworking peeps studying for whatever you guys are having......i should be studying but i dunno why...i just can't study...I'm so screwed....HELP ME!!!!I have only started studying for chem....and i still have bio and math to think about....HOW?!!!I can't afford to retain again man......MALU JE!!!......But then i'm quite confident that won't happen la.....i mean i have been doing quite well in class....i listen in class....i pass my class and department tests.....it's just that as a normal human being....i'm just paranoid that i won't do well for the BIG THING.....Rite now i'm hoping to do well but i guess as long as i get promoted....I'm ok with it....The most important thing is not the PROMOS anyway....it's the A-level.....that's the one i should really prepare for it.....I joined JC to get into UNIVERSITY......so i must get into it at the end of this.....i must....i should and i will....Insya allah.....But GP was a killer yesterday....i mean i think i did ok for essy but when it comes to compre....my brain just refused to work....mental block.....man it sucks.....Everything sucks in JC...but then i wanna follow what Mr Yeo said....must be confident of myself....I should say positive things.....and gain positive self-fulfilling prophecy....yeah....i must try be positive.....I guess everything happens for a reason rite.......Guess what......JC2 Farewell Ceremony is in 10 days.......hai......must bring tissues.....i hate crying in front of people....but i just have the feeling that i will.....i hope my friends will be there to comfort me....i know they will.....Alex called me to ask whether i wanna buy 02S03 class t-shirt....i wanna to....coz they are after all my former class....but then no $$$....it's $16.......how am i going to pay for it when i have handphone bills to pay......diabetes stuff to buy and medical appointments to go......arhhhhh.....i need money......
Luxury is not about having the finer things in life
It's about having the people who loves you
It's about having the people who care about you
I have that and i'm glad for it
Thank you for giving me the security
The peace of mind that you guys will always be there
But forgive me if i had to cry
You guys are my pillars of strength in school
I look forward to meeting and sitting with you guys
When i feel everyone else in school is against me
It's you guys that bring me comfort
I know we can still meet and talk
But it's gonna be different
At least at school...i know we can meet
But outside....it's a whole different story
I have my things and you people have your things
Have i told you that i feel very lonely in my new environment
I feel that no one cares or undertsand me
At least now i have you people at school
What's gonna happen next year
But then i know i have to be strong
I have to learn to be independent
Screw with what people think
I know i'm not PERFECT people
I don't need you to remind me
I will be happy and I will persevere
What i know now is that nothing else matter
What matter is my EDUCATION
I must and I will get into UNIVERSITY
Just wait and See
Peace..........
Hanim