Guess wat peeps.....PW IS FINALLY OVER.....WOOHOOO!!!!...yes we have finish the last hurdle of it and now i don't have to think about it any longer...except for wat grades i'll get though....it's almost the 3rd week of ramadan...Alhamdulilah....but quite sad coz it'll be over soon....There's so many things happening in my family that i just feel so moody at times....i felt so confused,helpless....useless.....My mum's legs getting worse.....my heart just ache looking at her and hearing her cries at night.....i'm so useless....i can't help her....remarkably neither do the doctors...the only thing they adviced her was to rest more....yeah tell that to a woman who still has a fucking daughter to take care of,with no education and no proper job with no stable income.....like as if she will heed the advice....i seriously wanna grow up fatser and give her a good life....she seriously need it and deserve it.....then there's my grandpa....he got so many bills to pay that i just can't help it and help him pay for some of it.....my mum didn't know this and i intend it to be that way....she wouldn't be happy when she sees my banking account.....Why can't my aunts and uncle try to give my elderly grandparents to enjoy their old age.....please la people....these are the people who slogged their youth to take care of you and this is how you repay them......WATEVER!!!!I've been thinking so much that i had a lot of nightmares lately....weird but scary nightmares......i've got to relax.........
Hanim