Hey people...it's been a long time isn't it...well having a blast...it's hari raya....went out with my friends that day,visiting each other and their family...went out 2 times...first with the my boos from PJC,later with the old fajarian mates....boy do i miss them....and surprisingly i still get hari raya collection hehe....watch ada apa dengan cinta and never been kissed....man both was remarkably romantic....cried for both....don't really know why....it's just so touching....but does such love stories really exists or is it just part of the writer's imagination....how should i know....i've never been in love....but one thing i surely can relate is that people(so called the geeks or the uncool) like me have hard time to find that special love....but i know i'll meet someone someday,just had to wait and wait......sigh*....i've never really regard myself as the geek or the uncool people....i mean i feel very normal,just like any other joe or jane but some people..shallow people treat me and people like me like a dirty,disease-carrier plague.....hate to admit it but that's how some people sees me as....i had a friend...he told me that he has no confidence to go out and celebrate hari raya with his friends coz people kept commenting on the way he is(for your info,he's just as big...i guess)...Once an old grandma asked him why is he so big,did he ate up a pig.....watdehell....nothing drastic happen to me yet but i know there's silent comments about me.....I wanna be strong....i would love it if i couldn't care less what people say about me....but do you that it hurts....IT HURTS SO MUCH.....but i know this is just part of life.....and i have the power to change the path of my life....I will!!!People one word of advice....DON"T BE SHALLOW
Hanim