sheesh...my life is a comedy sometimes...i feel so silly at times,crying or feeling hurt for something that is not possible...something i'm not sure myself whether i'm really feeling it or was it just my crazy mind...but sometimes you really cannot help it...You just feel like you're at the lowest of the lowest...Everybody kinda talk to me that they feel like giving up....drop out of school...all that talking really got to me...I'm feeling the stress...Sometimes all that talking made me think...why...why i bother taking a year more of JC....I should have given up...But then the picture of my mum came along....For her I thought,for my family,for my future....I will persevere!!!But then....other factors started to build up in my heart...feelings i never thought i had...the hatred,the hurt,the depression...what's happening to me...I want to be my old self...The Happy Rohani....Not the keep-it-away-emotional-basketcase-put-up-a-facade Rohani......HAi....
Hanim