Well what i had expected is true...the situation is really getting awkward in school..well i don't know where i stand actually...sometimes there...sometimes here...But i think i'm ok as long as you come to me and talk to me...i would treat you with equal respect....i'm not the kind who dissed people who come up to me to talk(unless it's really someone i don't like) but then i still do talk to those people whom i don't like...i mean everybody should have a chance in my book....Inn can vouch for me...though i don't like this particular person...i still do talk to her...tell her frankly what i thought of her...she respected my views and we had no problem talking already....I still don't understand why you didn't come to approach me or talk to me...well...ok i mean i can understand you feel it's kinda awkward to talk rite now...but hey i'm there to be talk with ok....sometimes i feel that i'm dispensable to some people...i'm kinda always there for them(at least i think so).....they come to me with all problems or whatever and when there's something happens...they can easily leave me alone..push me aside....everytime something's wrong...i seem to be the one who is always at the fault....No surprise at all... is it because i'm loud...the type who always tease people...always making a fool of herself in school....I'm so tired rite now with all this stuff....Man i wished i hadn't written that stupid blog ok....because rite now...though many would say it's not my fault...I'm sure thinking that it's my fault....My god....why....why must this happen this year just when i thought things are really turning for the better for me...just as i get along with everybody and no longer misses my old friends that much...
Hanim