Well just came back from a day out again...Have been going out too much lately...hehe...i shall stop though coz it's gonna be back to school again...Well yah...today kinda wake up quite early for a weekend....I woke up at 6...but only set out at 8.10 though...We kinda reached CCAB late...we thought it was laready the end of the hockey game but it was only the first half...so yah stayed on to watch PJC against SRC..the game is ok i guess...I'm not too sure about hockey but to see tyhe referee play for PJ while refereeing and see the goalkeeper switch team was really a shocker for me...There was also a sepak takraw game near the hockey pitch...in the basketball court...The primary school boys are so cute...hehe...Back to hockey...yah...saw Mohaimin...He was an ex-schoolmate from Fajar...I thought PJC was against SRC junior team...But to see Mohaimin there....couldn't be...It was in fact just the SRC under 21(i think so)...So PJC lost...well not that bad though...it was 5-3....It's ok PJ Hockey...Oh yah the "prone to injuries guy"....who else...Isnan la...was injured again...someone accidentally smacked his feet...OUCHH!!!Hope he's ok though...By the way..is it wrong to go and support a friend...Some people are just giving us looks....
Oh yah I did something bad but I swear I didn't remember or noticed it....So sorry....I'll apologise later...Supposed to go Bishan Stadium to watch Pipi run....butwas too late for it...so ended up going to Far East to eat at Burger King....Nice..it's been a while...Nina and Za can't stop tormenting me....Kena bully...sob sob...Went back to CCAB to watch Za's sister played....Guess who we saw on the field...Guess....ok..ok...we saw Mat Noor and gang....actually we saw Kuda first...we saw someone running quite fast and find him familiar...Boy were we right....It was him...they're training there...Haha too bad Nina...your lost...Well,went to the hockey pitch again to see Za's sister game but apparently it has ended....we thought we were only an hour late....But yah the game had ended....what a wasted trip back to CCAB....but at least we get to see Mat Noor gang...Right Za?
Sometimes I just longed for a family....A complete family...with Dad,Mom,siblings...Don't get me wrong I like my family....How big and extended my family is right now but sometimes I just feel empty...to see people...and their family...How happy they are...going out as a family...having fun as a family while doing even trivial stuff likewatching TV...But sometimes I do get scared....I just feel that I should just stay single...It's scary to have a guy....I just don't wanna end up like this person and screwed my life for nothing....even screwed someone's else life....I don't wanna be as stupid as her....It's enough for me to see her go through all that...even drag this person in too....All she can do now is to say how she should have done this or done that....Fuck la...Why you didn';t think that before....see now where you are....I loveher...I still do...but sometimes just being reminded of what she did make me just mad....When I look at my mum..I don't wanna get married....See how miserable she got when she's married to my "dad"....I know I can't compared everything to these two scenarios...BUt I can't deny it has somehow narrowed my mind and thinking....We'll just see how it goes.........
Hanim