Today there was Sports Day...It was fun...shouting screaming,cheering...but got quite tired after a while coz it seems that mostly the S05 people who were damn enthu at the cheering part...I'm losing my voice for this....This is the first year I'm actually supporting Hawking for Sports Day and would bemy last...hehe...But it's quite fun when you cheer together with your friends and classmates...And guess what...It pays off coz we won the best cheering competition...WOOHOO...damn happy about it la..
Had another hypo attack again...At first I didn't even realised it was hypo...At first I broke out into cold sweat...I was surprised coz it was such a damn hot weather...and here I am sweating but feeling damn cold...Then the shivering started...Oh my god...hypo sucks...It would just make you dizzy...your hands tremble like hell...you just break into cold sweat...and it affects your concentration....Damn...was lucky that Jo gave me her Kickapoo drink...Thanks Jo..and thanks Isnan...I must tell the doctor the new medication regime is not working well for me...This is like the 3rd time I got hypo...and this recent one being the worse of all..Better do that on my next appt...
Tomorrow there's the hockey semis match...I think almost the whole class would be coming down to watch the hockey boys...Congrats again to the hockey boys for making it thru ah...Make the school proud ok guys...
I'm so so screwed for A-level...I feel like giving up...Arghh...A-level sucks...let me just run thru why I'm so so screwed for A-level
1.I'm not focusing in class
2.I'm not listening to any tutorial or lectures
3.Nothing is going thru or into my head
4.I'm so so way behind time with my work
5.My basic fromJ1 is in the shambles
6.I don't know shit about J2 work(well at least most of it)
7.Poisson,binomial,mamalian heart and many more don't make sense to me
8.I'm failing my tests
9.I'm procastinating more than ever
10.I'm dugging my own grave for feeling like this
Help me...I need motivation...I need faith...I'm losing all of it...and I'm losing it fast...God please let me regain back my confidence..Let me pull thru...I can't let the xtra year go into the drain...I'm so close....Please God...See me through
To the moon and back
She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
They're saying, "Mama never loved her much"
And, "Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection"
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
She can't remember a time when she felt needed
If love was red then she was color blind
All her friends they've been tried for treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying, "Love is like a barren place,
And reaching out for human faith
Is like a journey I just don't have a map for"
So baby's gonna take a dive and
Push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that she's hanging
All her hopes on the stars
What a pleasant dream
I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
Mama never loved her much
And, Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
Hanim