It's so nice when you get home...hungry...very hungry and your mom greet you with a smile telling you she made one of your most favourite food...which is roti kirai and curry...*sigh*One of my once in a blue moon treat..My mom seldom cook nice dishes on weekdays...And I don't expect her to coz she has to work...So really glad I came home early today...But I won' be going home early in a few weeks time coz I've just applied myself for the compulsory nite study 4-9pm....Just what the hell am I thinking...But it's for my own benefits...I don't mind actually...I need some sort of structure and discipline enforced on me in order to study...

So if you are wondering how i did for Mid-yr...here it goes...I BADLY SCREWED IT...I passed one very miserably...in primary school it wouldn't even be considered as a pass...The one I had hopes for...But yah...screwed it...Failed the other 2...It was just screwed...But hey this is what you get for not studying hard enough...for studying a few days before the exam and not fully utilising the whole 1 month of holiday...But I won't let this falter my spirit...I will strive on...Insya allah...I sacrifice a year to get into Uni and I will damn right give all my best...

So Mrs Leong said to us....Ask yourself if you are underperforming...why?So here it goes...
1.coz I'm lazy
2.Coz I'm always distracted
3.Coz I'm always procastinating
Right now...I'm going to try very hard to strike this all out from my system....For goodness sake...I have to get good results for A-level...

If only life is always sweet....

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all

~Don't Cry Out Loud~

Hanim