I had the most uncomfortable sleep ever and had the weirdest dream so far...It was so weird yet surreal....I haven't been able to sleep properly these few days...and when I seriously need the sleep yesterday...i just had to have that freaky dream and it was only 2am...I keep on trying to fall asleep and keep finding myself awake the next half an hour...I told my auntie and she thinks I'm really very stress....and hell it's not even A-level...I told a friend and she says I think too much...hell yah...I have to...A-level suck...seriously...for those in sec sch...think twice before you decide to join JC....don't just think that joining a JC has its novelty..there's more than meets the eyes...You get sleepless nights...you get weird dreams...I had this dream...my leg was itchy and all along in my head I keep on saying that the itchiness is due to GnRH,LH and TSH which are hormones women have especially if they're pregnant or during menstrual cycle....
You would understand if you take Bio option topics...

And of course there's always the money situation.....I still have that wretched handphone bill to pay...and my appointment is October...that will surely make me fork out at least 100 bucks...I think I'm gonna delay my appointment so at least I can save up to pay the stupid medical bills....I can't ask my mum...she has a lot to think of as it is...She even suggested that I don't go to the hospital...Maybe I should...The trip there is always depressing anyway...waited for 2 hours alone just to go in and hear what the doctor has to say...that's so depressing and all around you are just some oldies who has diabetes...and there you are...only 19 with diabetes...Do you know how depressing it always gets?!!...But can i afford to skip an appointment...considering the severity of diabetes....God...help me...I think I'll just probably delay it till after the Farewell Ceremony...Ahhh.....

Hanim