This fasting month...although it has only been a few days..I feel so tested...My patience,my emotions,my self-constraint are all tested...and what made things worse is I've been having weird dreams...which I wish I can forget...All I can tell myself is stay calm...puasa...astaghfirullah...But seriously..there've been many times I feel like bursting out in these 4 days and cry....Takpe redha....

Sometimes I wonder...who I am exactly...coz I've been having doubts...

Hanim