A fellow friend of the year of mine offered to spike teachers drink with laxative so that I can go to work.I think he did coz today I got 2 calls to come down for work,one from Fajar and the other from PAP.Guess which one I choose.Of course sec sch la.Tired seh if PAP...so I thought.Both are equally as tiring.But of course in sec sch you have to handle more stuff.Like how students sleep in class,don't want to do work,talk,play,criticize you.But the postive side of it,they are easier to communicate with and if you find the right company,you'll have lotsa fun with them.I'm glad there's a few I can really talk well with coz they are the ones that defended me when I'm being bullied by the other meaner students and we even ended up playing games.We played truth or dare.I came up with all the dare,many are not appropriate,I have to say..Haha..and they counter-attack with inappropriate one for me too when it's my turn.But yah,it was lotsa fun.
Once the day was over for me,i quickly rushed out of school.Many ex-fajarian are streaming in to take their O's result and I wouldn't wanna stay for it.I'm taking mine very soon and there's no way I'm gonna stress myself out by watching a buncha others taking theirs.Practically every of my teachers are asking me when I'm getting my result.Stress!!!
Is it really true the results will be out this Friday?Even a colleague of mine says so.Damn.
Sejauh mana ikhlasnya hati
ketika lembut senyum diberi
apakah ada tujuan...
sebalik senyuman itu...
Sejujur manakah kata-kata
ketika kita bertentang mata
boleh kah aku percaya
mungkin itu satu sandiwara
kerana sering
pengucapan zahir batin tak seiring
ada rasa ada jiwa
terluka hilang rasa percaya
Pengalaman telah mendewasakan
mematangkan fikiran
pahit getir yang pernah kulalui
guruku sejati
Bukan dirimu ku curigai
aku sekadar berhati-hati...
tidak rela bakal ada yang kecewa...
biar waspada
This song always make me cry...hmm
Hanim