Today i woke up with swollen eyes.Yesterday I spent the whole night crying,and it's all because of men.Not just a man but literally men..a whole buncha of them clad in brown uniform and armed with M16 and whatevernots.Yes you guess it Black Hawk Down.I hate that show I tell you but to my surprise,now dismay,I continued on watching till the end coz the other time I manage to watch half of it.That movie seriously suck out the living out of me.There were many scene that were so devastating but 3 particular ones stood out.The scene where this particaular soldier died,an old man carrying I presume his grandson and the voice-over of a soldier reading his letter to his wife...this 3 killed me.And it doesn't help that there were a few scene of these soldier with tears in their eyes or rolling down their dirty cheeks.I grew weak when Josh Harnett cried.I don't know why I cried so much and so hard.I guess it's the devastation you see,the lives lost and the struggle just to survive.The movie is depicted from a true war story and if that's how war is like.Then stop...please....
Now I know why I'll be crying again soon.
Hanim