I fucking thought school start tmrw for me....but hey guess what I just found out,I'm only starting class on Thurs and I have 3 lectures on Fri...Wow!...what impeccable time-planning and organisational skill I have..

Do I really have to go to school....don't like eh....

I really don't see the need for school right now...i'm ready to work...I'm ready for anything other than school...i don't know why...and yes you can call me stupid for thinking that way....
*for those who are worried about me after reading this portion...don't worry I'm always like this before school start....worry only when you see me playing bubbles with my saliva aite*

I shall use the rest of today to rest...Still stoned out from yesterday...i mean this morning...ok so I'm very tired....sue me...

Watch Hingga ke hujung nyawa...very touching movie...one coz it's really a touching story about the human nature and two..it was the last movie I verbally explain to my grandma...somehow our last serious conversation bout how to treat other people and her expectations for me....

I just wished someone will allow me to grieve properly for her coz I swear it's killing me inside slowly....

I feel nothing is going right for me....

I feel so ahli fiqir-ish now

Angguk-angguk, geleng-geleng, tunduk-tunduk, ikut telunjuk
Iya-iya, saya-saya, kiri kanan, ikut saja

Hanim