I have a weird habit...or problem to some...
Whenever I can't sleep,my mind tend to wander off...like it always does(you guys know I have little attention span)..When it wanders,it goes to the future...Yes you heard me right,future..Shall I explain further....I think I should...
It's like this(Begini ceritanye)...
When I can't sleep,I plan for the future...be it my future house,future job...anything concerning me in the future...
Last night or rather this morning(coz I was trying to fall asleep after sahur),I couldn't fall asleep...so routinely my mind wandered off to my future fantasy plannning mode...Yes I named it...I was planning for my wedding this time(I told you I was infected with the kawin bug)...It was beautiful I tell you...The wedding will be held in a country club sponsored by a fellow rich friend...Haha...There's six malay traditional dresses and 3 modern dresses...wedding photos taken at a studio..high class la sikit u....No white icing wedding cake for me...It would be all chocolate...3 tingkat of pure gold goodie chocolate cake..there'll be a dinner reception and a persandingan as well...Great food would be served....No conventional boring berkat of towel la...egg la...it must be something unique but not sure yet what...Ok before I moved on...I'm sure some of u are going wth...
Let me explain....
When I go to my fantasy future plannning mode...I would plan it to the finest details...yes...in my mind...everything have to be sorted out...and every detail have to be accounted for...From the decorations of the wedding reception right down to the design on the dresses...right down to the timing....Everything I tell you...and this's where it get problematic...coz I would get so engrossed to have everything in detaill..I forget I was supposed to sleep....Mind you this process can take up 2 hours earliest and 4 being the most so far....Haha...this is just the wedding...You should have seen me planning for my future house in my head...I was planning what my curtain would be and how would my kitchen look...and mind you...there's 4 rooms in my future house which I want a different theme for each of them.
Before any of you get judgemental...I would like to clarify this...
I am not sick..I'm just ill...not sick... ok...
And I love doing this though it means sacrificing my sleeping hours....coz it's actually fun for me...but I do admit sometimes it gets stressful coz I can't sleep until I settle every detail...
Actually...I think I should really consider being an event planner...I would make a great job...
Oh well...the future is yet to be...at the meantime I can always do "future fantasy planning"
Hanim