If there's medicine for it...I'll take it...I don't care if I'll overdose myself coz the pain I inflict on myself mentally is just damn too great for me to handle...and now I'm sinking deeper n deeper in this vicious cycle I let myself into...

The idea of giving up mentally and literally is playing around in my mind...

Ya Allah please help me....

At this rate,I'm not surprised if I'll do something rash in the future.,...and I wished i'm lying here

Hanim