Visit to the doctor today:$56 plus a whole lot of info that making me worried and paranoid.
I'm dying...not literally but at the rate I'm going...ya...I'm in high risk...
As usual...i was told to lose weight but today got difference...the nurse really put it all on the table...First she says I'm pretty..oh ok I thought...then she bash it up with why I should lose weight and the consequences if I don't...
Why: coz it'll be hard for me to get job however smart I am...get my anak raja(she mentioned guy la..)...get pregnant....and of course my health would be badly affected
Consequences:Pathetic life with no job,no guy,no children plus many other health complications...
Ok so I exaggerate...but yah that pretty much how the session was....Actually I knew this all along..come on la...I'm already in Uni and I took bio and whatnots...i'm pretty much aware of our society,health and the world itself...But why what she said jolted me is b'coz finally someone laid it all out...No more euphemism...no politically correctness...She says what she has to say...and she did it bloody well...
So I left the polyclinic today with new goals in life...
1)lose weight
2)healthy me
3)get a degree
4)get a great job
5)find a great guy(and marry him of course)
6)have a family
7)don't have heart attack or stroke(Nauzubillah)
8)die peacefully hopefully with no complications and whatnots....
Insya Allah....
I know losing weight is not easy...Coz I'm struggling with it all these years...but I really really pray someday soon I will succeed...I did lose a lot of weight last 2 years but because of the stresses(believe me I've been through tremendous lot in jc...emotionally and physically) of school and the bloody oven which I make my own meal in died...I was hooked on home-cooked food again which apprently is laden with fats n salts n whatnots...So here I am two years later...Back to square one...
So please help me along this journey ppl...be my food disclipinarian...Haha...help me live longer...If you love me....
But don't be too strict k.. ;p
Hanim