It's late.I still can't sleep.I still can't get people to go out on NYE.I wish I have more friends.Serve me right for being anti-social.But don't put the blame on me.Coz people either think I look too fierce or I'm too nice.Which I'm not.I'm not nice.I'm not decent nonsense.

I am me.

Growing up is fun.That's why I don't mind being 20 or turning 21.Because I became an individual.I'm no longer her/his friend.I am me.I'm no longer her daughter or his niece.Well I still am but don't treat me as these so called categories..treat me like an individual,will ya?Coz I am me.So don't associate me with the image of this girl who doesn't have a personality.Who never seem to be around or hidden somewhere.I am here.I am me.I am Siti Rohani Hanim.

Seriously.Gosh.What do you think I am.A pussy.A goody 2 shoe.I am not.Yes I'm not wild.I don't do clubbing or smoking or drugs(God forbid).But I still have personality you know.I'm not boring like some people out there who seems to have their life planned out for them.I do what the hell I want to do.You don't decide.I do.It doesn't matter my hair is red or blonde or green.It doesn't matter I speak profanities.I am me.

So deal with it.

This entry is targetted to the relatives and some of those people who thinks I'm this angel who's gone awry.You know how they can get.kalau terasa,minta maaf.But I don't think it's targetetd to any of you unless well I have some terlepas reader which I dont know have been reading this god forsaken blog.Cheerios.

Hanim