Great.Just as people around me are beginning to be good Muslim,donning the tudung and going for religious class.Here I am just beginning my wild escapade.Ish I feel such a "bad" person around them but hey I'm not going to be hypocrite.InsyaAllah someday I'll be better but right now,let me live my life as it is.
I have so much to say but as usual my memory are failing me especially when it comes to blogging.I'll be planning the whole day what to write but when it comes to it,poof it become koko krunch.
Oh ya I remember something,
Yesterday Hari Raya Aidiladha was boring!!!.Man,I'm seriously losing the festive mood.Nothing seem to be joyous anymore to me on these festive season.Sure I like some element of the raya(s) but overall..boring..I wish i was still a kid..coz its always fun for them.I was seriously contemplating going town yesterday but for family sake,stayed at home and rot,I did.In fact I stayed for my mother.Poor thing,she cooked a lot and only my aunt came over.The rest keje la,ape la...ade je la.My mom forgot,ever since grandma passed away,people don't care.Isn't that sad?Why must relationships stop after one is gone?Relationship should last.It shouldn't be as volatile as Hollywood marriages.But hey who am I to say anything?I'm just the daughter,no one important.
Unrelated point.Nonetheless here it goes.I get ,not scared but something like that, when I have to be stuck with people who I don't clique well.I guess that's why I'm an friendly anti-social .If I don't clique and don't particularly like you coz you are..well...not gerek(for me la..not generalising gerek) type.Haha.I get fidgety.But I'm nice,I don't ostracized anyone well unless you're one fucking bitch or bastard in a sense.I've heard of stories about people ostracizing people.That's not cool.Distant yourself if you need to but don't ostracize.I've been ostracized before last time simply because some people think I'm a fat dimwit.Guess again bitch.Look at me now.Back to my point,yes I get scared(I guess).But I'm glad so far none of my close friend have scare me.Me loathing yes,but not scare.Haha.
Damn I'm rambling too much..I'm such a talkative girl,don't you guys think so.C'mon no need to lie.I know me.I talk a lot.I even sms a lot.I should stop.haha.
Hanim