OK da da...suck it up...suck it up...

I have to rely on myself from now on.I'm going to be my own best friend.

New shit happening to me and as usual dear me can't cope.So what i have to do now is to be independent coz people ain't always going to be there for me.Especially one that I have learnt to trust long time ago.Coz they're just going to hurt you more.

So fine.I shall suck it up...

Let me die.For all you and I care.

And to those who have been there for me.I thanked you.But let me do this myself.I'll be fine.I promise.

Hanim