Yesterday was the release of As result and to my content, my batch...the 04 batch did better than this year's.So does that mean we are smarter? hehe
Congrats to a few of my friends who did well.I'm impressed shitless man.Triple A la,AAB la.Now it made me wonder why don't I make full use of my second chance during my A's year and gain that elusive A.
Talking about A.Do you know that I have never had an A in any of my 3 certs..No As for PSLE,no As for O's and no A's for A's.The only A for all 3 cert is my malay.Yes it just proved more how pro-melayu I am.
Anyway back to what I was saying,I'm impressed and jealous.I should have taken my 2nd chance seriously and concentrate.Instead I chose to idle and involved myself with other stuff except my studies.But hey..lucky I wake up just in time to secure myself a place in the university.So beside being jealous,I can't help it but to feel what the heck,I'm already in NUS,be proud of it and be thankful.Alhamdulilah.
Talking about NUS(yeah I know I digress)...the idea of me being an undergrad has still not sunk in.I can't believe I'm already in there.Like everyday when I see that sign NUS entering campus,I'm like shit(as in wow shit),I'm seriously here.Whenever people ask me,"schooling or working" and I answer schooling and they would ask where?NUS i reply.I can't help but feel again shit(again wow shit!) I'm an NUS undergrad.It has never sunk in,I tell you.I think it'll only sunk in when I'm wearing my grad gown with that mortar board on my head and have that piece of paper in my hand.Yes then it will.
Life is NUS is blissful.Very stressful but blissful coz peopl are starting to give me and my mum much awaited credit and respect.They used to diss my mum.They used to diss me coz they think I'm never going to succeed coz my mum is mute and deaf and my dad is just downright a jerk. So when they heard from the horses mouth that i'm in NUS,they go wow!(as in wow,you serious,Are you sure wow) I don't know what you guys have against me and my family.But insyaAllah,believe me,me and my cousins going to do this family proud and there's nothing can bring us down.
InsyaAllah.Success here we come.InsyaAllah
Hanim