After the chalet,not only am I so tired,my legs are in excruciating pain and I have the most insatiable cravings all of a sudden.Which makes me wonder "Did I get pregnant over there?"

Don't worry there wasn't any hanky panky going on there but seriously these cravings are so strong,I've been eating non-stop in order to fill the void of the cravings.Which is bad,real bad,as if I hadn't gain gazillion weight during this holiday.

So far I'm craving for subway's chicken parmesan,fish n co's fish n chip,pizza(doesn't matter from where...just pizza),JB chocolate mousse cake,JB dunkin donut and seoul garden.

Oh have I told you how tired I am and how my legs are killing me.And you think 3 days of recovering is enough.Man this show how unhealthy I am.I need to be healthy but here's the thing,I lack self-determination when it comes to losing weight.I need people to force it to me,like when I was admitted to hospital,I lost 5kg in 2 weeks ok.Or when I got discharge and my aunt enforced me with healthy cooking,again I lost like another 2 kg in 2 weeks.Too bad the oven is spoilt and there goes that healthy cooking.I should get an oven,don't you think so,those small one.Bahhh,I'm so so unhealthy!

But at least I'm happy....errr I know,I know health is more important.Which reminds me,I have 2 appointment soon.One at the polyclinic,the other at NUH,again to visit the gynae.Looks like I need to get that expensive birth control pills.But I'm so bloody scared to visit the gynae seh.Especially the guy gynae.Bluerghh...Can I skip it?

Hanim