My body especially the heart aint feeling too good lately

I'm very suspicious and fearing for the unknown.
Idea of death have also been playing in my mind...again.
I'm praying for otherwise of course...coz there's so much I haven't do and say

InsyaAllah...it's nothing biggy..but I don't think I want to go to doctor though.

Went shopping today with Jo and had pretty good deal...tshirts and more tshirts of course...but I got myself a cardigan also with long pants. As of today, my wardrobe have 8 Old Navy tshirts...Praise the lord for Old Navy...Love it...Love it for its good,cooling quality...Love it for the sometimes plunging neckline which sometimes exposed my cleavage and bra...wakaka...No it wasnt my intention to showoff but really honestly it's just so hot to wear a round neck tshirt...a V-neck is greatly needed and appreciated(my body's weird remember...it's constantly HOT even in this rain)...love it for the nice snug feel w/o looking very snug...if you know what I mean...tak lawa noh terkeluar sane terkeluar sini.

Hanim