Growing up, Ive never taken pride to show off what I can do. Maybe I wasn't in that environment to do so. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming anyone. It's just that my family and I think many of you would agree with yours too, indulge too much in the idea of education.Who wouldn't right especially when you're a citizen of this island. The thing is I never get to show my family my talent. My singing.Hehe. Ok so I may not be fantastic but I think I'm good. In fact, not only did I not get to showcase this well hidden hobby of mine in front of my family...I've never really sang in front of my friends until I joined JC...Coz I remembered vividly how I would join in singing with my friends and some actually shut me off. I remembered one even said...da la rohani let the good ones sings. Huh...I was a lil hurt of course. And because of that I've never really sang in front of people. You see I have friends who are very confident in themselves. In fact too much sometimes. To them, they should be the only ones that's good. Haha. I had no hard feeling though but I did actually try to hone my singing ability further because of that experience.Biasa la nyanyi bile mandi ke,masak ke,orang takde ke. So when JC comes, and I begin to develop this self-confidence to sing in front of people(though I have to admit,I'm a wreck at times)..I have to say....I think I am actually quite good.Haha....well of course, I'm not singing my own praises.I do have friends who told me I'm good.Again not fantastic but just good.
why am I typing this entry?Well I watched American Idol and you know what, I think if I join S.I, I might have a shot.Wakaka...but knowing me....you know I'll never do that. I guess the bitchy confident me aint that confident afteral huh.
Hanim