When you are 17, the last thing in your mind is to have someone telling you, you have diabetes, have a nurse administer insulin jabs every few hours and have another someone telling you how you have to eat these bunch of meds for the rest of your life.

Whe you are 21, you wouldn't want to hear you have quardrupled the normal level of albumin in your urine and thus it may be signs of kidney problem.

I did not ask for all these to happen.Why must there more problems amidst the 1001 I am already having?

I can't explain the devastation I am in now. I just wanna cry. I just wanna freaking cry.

I'm so sick of being the bad news. I'm so tired of this life.

Hanim