In 2002, I had a feeling I might have diabetes. It was just this thought that pop out of my mind. I brushed it off. A few months later, I found out I have diabetes. Late last year, another feeling pop out. I thought I might have kidney problems. And ....oh my god, a few more months later, lo and behold....The thing is I sometimes have pains in the kidney area. But the positive side of this all is that it's 80mg/l. Obviously high...but after much research, I think the worst is when it reach 300mg/l. Let's just hope it won't ever increase and nothing will get worst. Coz honestly I think I won't get to live past 40*touchwood* but every single cell in my brain and heart tell me I'm going to live long,InsyaAllah... well long enough like my grandma. Let's just hope so. Coz I do want to live, I want to have a life,carved a career, be a truly good person who fulfil her responsibility, have my own children and see them get married,etc etc.InsyaAllah.
I'm really worried to tell you the truth. And it's scaring the daylight out of me.
Hanim