You know what? I want to lose weight. I'm sick of people looking at me. I know I'm no Molly Sims,no Tyra Banks(though I like it that she has put on weight....keeping it real girl)...just spare me the mental game.

I want to go run...but a part of me is quite shy to do so. Which is why I don't exercise also. Coz I know people will look.

Oh what will I do without this societal social game.

Hanim