I just need a moment.Bear with me.

I was listening to T from the TV show on 98.7fm the other day.He was recalling his failed loved story with this girl amidst the background music I am ok. Listening to him talk and hearing that song, I just can't help it but to let the tears flow. What T said struck a chord. That he has let the past go and is happy for whatever the girl is doing now but the truth is he has not fall out of love with her. I know I sound like the sappy girl who cries at stupid stories like this but truth is I too had not fall out of love with that special someone. Sure he's doing good now, I guess. And I'm happy for him. But I rather be happy for him from afar coz it still hurts,kinda.I guess love would be too strong of a word. We were nothing.But it's just how I felt. I'm doing good now. I am ok... like the song. But the memories are still with me and I don't think I'm ready to let it go yet after so long. I did let you and the thoughts go, trust me. I guess I'm just not ready to let myself go too.

I guess you never knew. I guess that's how it's meant to be. But to whoever you are. I hope you are ok. Coz I am. Thank you for the memories. I hope I can finally one day look back and say I am over you. Till then, I can only say I am ok.

Hanim