Today I went for my diabetic med appt....

As I said in the chair, I lean nearer to the doc's comp to see 2 results in red. First was my HBa1c...meaning my blood glucose...it's 6.7... It's high which is why it's highlighted in red but Alhamdulilah... though it's in red... It has dropped by 0.2 from my previous appt.

YEAH

Then comes the kidney news.... and again I saw something in red. My creatinine level is in red. Oh shit I thought. If I have high levels of albumin in my urine...wat more my creatinine level. But that's the thing you see, it is supposed to be high. So the doctor say my kidney is ok. Alhamdulilah.

YEAH YEAH

but no, I hope I won't let this pass by me. I still have to look extra extra care of my health coz way too many people rely on me now. So please help me to help myself. InsyaAllah I want to grow old with all of you and be your children's godma and your children's children godgranma.

:)

I'm so happy today...

But I was sad when I tried to go shopping. Yes it is true I can go Dorothy Perkins to get my clothes.. Coz I can fit in size 20(for some of them with flare cut and normal cut) but looking at the price tag... Lemah semangat beta. I'm sorry I was not born a rich brat and spending 50plus on a clothes means a whole lot to me. But I aint going to spend 50bucks on a Tshirt based blouse. Tsk tsk. Well not now at least.

Dp please lower your price. I'm suffering here

Hanim