I'm in a very bad mood these couple of days. But I'm trying to stop whining. So let's drop the mood and talk about my dream slash nightmare k.
I blame this on msn messenger and certain people in my friends list.
I dreamt it was my wedding...
I blame this on Nina! This makcik, when I approached her on msn straight forwardly told me that she want to get married by end of this year and she started to babble on and on about getting married. So I guess her dream have somehow got manipulated into my mind and gets translated into this horrifying dream.
I dream it was my persandingan and for God knows why, my whole family went there in the bridal car and me the bride went there in a taxi... in my bridal gown! Go where you ask, that's another weird thing. I stay in bukit panjang right? For God knows why, I have the wedding at a void deck in Jurong West coz I remember vividly in the dream I saw the same Jurong West view when I'm taking bus 254 to my mum's workplace.
That's not all. When I reached there I realised I had no makeup on and the hair wasn't done. So I should go to the mak andam right? NO! Coz apparently my mum didn't pay the mak andam so she left. My mum said that she only brought $7k to pay for the caterer. Yes I know... my dream is freakishly damn detailed.
So what the family did was to go to these row of shops to look for stuff to make me look like a bride. You know those cucuk sanggul and all. But instead, after going around the shops, we got ourselves this red flower to stick it in my hair.
That's not all. By now I realised I have no nice proper shoe on. I blame this part on Nisa, coz I was talking to her about how I don't have proper shoes on msn yesterday.Back to the dream.So I found myself in my old neighnour house, pleading and begging her for her shoes. Apparently in this dream, I am the same size as her. But no one wanted to help me look for the shoes and so I crying and crying and got myself this old frumpy brown shoe.
Next I was back home doing the makeup myself. Funny thing is the rest of the family was also at home, eating and watching Tv like any other Sunday. I was about to apply my 2nd coat of foundation and that's when I got woken up. Gosh I'm glad that was over!
I told Nina about my dream and the first question she asked is that if I saw who's the guy.
NO!!!! I didn't get to see. and No nina I don't want to go back to sleep to have the same damn dream again. Once is terrible enough, twice I swear I'm not getting married!
Damn this week is my weird dream week. Just a few days ago I had this dream and when I told Diana(coz she was in the dream), she said the dream sound very Lord of the rings. You see la!Penat seh tidur macam gini.
Updated*
Janna just told me this. "if you get very vivid dreams like the one you just had.. it means you're experiencing rapid eye movement (REM)sleep and the cause of it is emotional stress....so your body gets rid of the stress with such dreams".
Ok I guess it makes sense but seriously getting rid of the stress with such a dream. ...It's doing the opposite, now the stress doubles!
Hanim