Sorry...just need another moment...
I'm living unhealthily. And I'm not just referring to my lifestyle and diet. I'm speaking metaphorically, for my state of mind. One of my main cause is home. It's unhealthy here. The cumulative added burden I felt everytime I hear the word Move and house. It's eating me up seriously. I know full well of my responsibility. But why do I feel that they feel I'm never going to leave. Spare me the talk about how people are growing up and they need space. I'm a 22 year old who never got her own room,who never knew what privacy feels like and you're telling me how it is difficult for others. I've endured it for 22 years for goodness sake.Please stop with this talk. It's frustrating to know that you so wanna get out too but there's so many elements against you. I need money for goodness sake. You don't expect me to get a 150k loan when I'm not even out of the school yet. PLease I get it. I was once a teenager and dream about a lot of stuff. But sometimes, you just gotta be realistic enough. I was and I am still. So please leave me alone. I don't need this now. Just be patient. It's 2 more freaking years.And I'll be out of your hair. I promise.InsyaAllah.
You, you just need to exit my head coz I can't have this amidst others
Hanim