Whenever I or me and my friend judge someone from the way they look, I sometimes get sick to my stomach. Not that I'm regrettable about how I judge people(though ok sometimes I can get mean so ya I am sorry about how I judge) but I get sick thinking how I get judged too.

Here's the thing. I think besides the weight I look ok. However even that, being the big girl I am now, I sometimes don't see any wrong with how my body look. But societal norm, which is heavily socially constructed, have this strange way to make every single one hate their body. It is sad actually, the society we live in today.

I just have to remind myself everyday that I have to embrace myself...and love myself because really if we think too much about it...t just backfires.Don't you agree?

Don't mind me...If you have seen the previous post... I'm just very deeply affected by everything...and even nothing. It's the time of month and this month is just way too hormonal for me...it's crazy.Can I just hide in bed till next week coz I hate dragging my friends into my whirlwind of melancholy.I seem to be doing that a lot lately.

Bitching partner..if you are reading this. Let's go for it. Coz I need a lot of cheering up to do and I hope shooting people will help.

Hanim