The future scares me.

And it's worse when you are thrust into it, into the oblivion of what is yet to come. I don't know what scares me more, the idea of money or the whole idea of independence, staying on your own when you very well know you're not stable enough to do so.Fuck your don't get me wrong its not my intention to chase you out or the whole mambo jambo you have at the tips of your tongue.I get it and whatnots but seriously, logically... how could you! Just how could you. I feel.. I don't know.. disappointed, devastated, utter lost.

I hate this. I hope these tears would stop coz I know it's not worth it.

Hanim