God I just realised the severity of my laziness in this sem

I am so behind time, I am so behind my readings..wait scrap that behind does not even explain the severity of it. I have yet to open my course pack ok!And now I have 3 assignments due in a week or 2 which I have yet even understand what I'm supposed to do.

I may look calm but trust me deep inside, I am panicking. So panicky I think I had a panic attack yesterday..you know the one where I go breathless... yes people I do panic, I am not a laughing buddha all the time for goodness sake.

Ok shit.someone just shoot me now.

Hanim