I hate the fact that I am sensitive.Coz anything can trigger the flood gates. Contrary to popular Malay belief, no I don't think I'm cengeng. Cengeng means crying in the most annoying way when little thing happens to you. I just cry,particularly when I watch movies,alone or when I know no one is looking at me.

Thus I cry when I watch He got Game today before school.Almost got late for school because I refused to get ready till the movie ends. But seriously, for the love of me, I have no idea why I cried my eyes out. But then again, I always cry when it's Denzel Washington. He, my friends, is one good actor. He choose good movie to act in too.

But it sucks to cry when you are watching a movie. Because they are essentially just a figment of the creator's mind.It's highly fictive yet it has a 1001 effect on me. I hate the fact that such movie could connect with me,that it could trigger an emotion from me. It's catharsis I tell you.And I hate it.Period.

I wish I can watch a movie emotionless.Or at least let no one see me crying.Coz it gets pretty embarassing when the people you're watching with have no idea why you cry in the first place.

Tsk.

Hanim