I have just surfed the MOE website on teaching. And it scares me as hell. I am kinda prepared to teach and really I don't mind teaching, especially Malay language.I think it's really what I am fated to do, its there all these time and I know it. But there's also this thing called fear. The fear of what ifs. I know I won't do bad la.. but the what ifs are my constant fear. Plus the need for gurantor. So ya fear all around.

and there's also honours issue. This alongside my thoughts on house and my mum. Gosh... reality is setting in real fast and this time, the current is to hard for me to ignore. Either sink or swim baby and I feel im neither.

Hanim