Truth is...

I'm scared shitless.About this mess I am in now.I don't want to stay in that kind of environment.Yes it's true I said I don't mind coz its simply I have no choice. What else do I have. It's either wait for that bloody 2 room HDB flat or rent a 3 room flat and have nothing else to eat. Why seriously.Why is 2 years that hard to wait?

I am so scared of what the next few months have in store and you have no idea how scared I am.

Hanim