I have never wanted to get away this much in my life.
I have never wanted to cry so badly.
My life is in a mess. It's really is. Now I know why I was afraid to be happy and blissful before. It's because its even harder to pick yourself up when you fall.I'm such a failure. I can't do anything right. I tried my best but my best falls short and my life is evident enough. Am I destined to be at the mercy of others? Why can't people see that I am not strong at all. Why do they believe this facade? WHY? Just fucking tell me why! Why can't you see!Why can't anyone of you see? I am not strong. I am just not strong. Help me!Just help me!God, just help me.Just look at me and see.I can't do this.I just cant.

Hanim