I was in the library listening to the radio while doing my readings(Yes I am that hardworking now :p). The radio was playing in the lowest volume and yet I found myself tearing coz this was playing in the radio
What Hurts The Most lyrics
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
I think this is testament why I hate to take the pills... coz ,I won't say it makes me hormonal rather, it makes me think of things...of which I would have probably repressed. And I don't like it because as of now I would like to think I am living in bliss.That its ok...and I am doing fine.. Its not very often I wanna think I am living in bliss, you know...
I hate this cycle I seem to put myself into. It seems neverending and that's my worry...
Hanim