I am at my absolute worst when I'm stressed.
And yes the stress has got to me!
And you know what this means, I get pissed off at the slightest, I feel like breaking down easily and it might just be because I think my room is in a mess and my room is always in a mess, so I don't know what's the diff. I eat, eat and eat. Today I was in the canteen more times than I was in my classes. And I am already thinking about where to eat tomorrow(YIH!BREAKFAST! NASI LEMAK!) before class, if I manage to wake up at the correct time.. And oh yah, the constant battle to wake up in the morning. The same routine of waking up to the alarm clock, changing the alarm time to a much later time. waking up again to the 2nd alarm, only to internally struggle in my mind whether to go to school, which results in me sleeping for a wee bit more then wakeup due to guilt.
God I am stressed out. I think I almost got hypo just now in the bus. I broke out in cold sweats, feels a lil of tremble and almost fall down coz I lost my balance standing up! on solid ground! waiting for the bus! It was embarrasing k. I almost tumble to the side,if it wasnt for the hugeass advertorial board.And this coming from someone who eats the whole day through.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Hanim