I don't know if it's the age thing, but I am just so jaded now. Like you couldn't be bothered anymore.You give up coz you know you're somehow in the phase of do or die.

And I don't know if this is related to anything, for the past few days, I keep forgetting to breathe. Not metaphorically, like seriously forget to breathe. I will at times, just gasp for air..and its funny, coz I keep telling myself why would a 23 yr old would even forget to breathe. I tell you, its feeling jaded. They screw with everything in your body and mind.

Tsk.

Hanim