One thing has been bugging me for a while now.

Singlehood.

Don't get me wrong, singlehood has its perks. But it's getting a tad too tiring. From Aisyah's impromptu questions about men to the talk with Za at the void deck about being single. I am tired already ah. To be alone.

Ya so what if love is overrated, and yes I know there's the falling out of love part and the pain that follows but I really believe its better to love and lost than not to love at all. And yes, sadly I belong to the latter.

It's something to wait when you're 18. Then 19 comes, 20....21....22 and now, I am just afraid it will not come at all.

I know human nature's a bitch. But I just wonder doesn't connection matters?What happen to the heart? Do we use eyes to feel now?

I am not thinking coherently, am I?

I guess age has crept up to me. However while many of my friends are thinking about weddings and marriage, I guess all I want is just for that one person to share something with. It's nothing much. Just a warm body to hold and be with.But I guess for me, it's too much to ask for huh.

I hear a certain Natasha Beddingfield song playing in e background.

Hanim