The moment I press print today at 4.18pm, I feel this huge burden off my body. A smile etched on my face as I gave myself a round of applause for surviving the most hellish assignment frenzy of my life, much to the shock of Diana( Norm's friend). I know there's still the 2 test on Wednesday and Thursday which unfortunately I havent attending lecture much less read any readings or lecture notes.And there's always the Maznah's assignment on Khanna Mai and Santi Asoke. But I think I deserved that perk up today. Of course, who knows what tune I will sing to when I get the grades back.. but for that moment just now, I was proud of myself. And it helps, it make me go back to the library after lecture at Science, something I would never do, just to prepare printing the stuff I need to study tomorrow.

But something happen on the bus ride home. I don't know why. There's just this weird sad feeling. It's not about school. I don't know if it's about home either. Just this sad sad feeling. It just pierced into my heart and frankly, not knowing why it is so irate me.

So tomorrow just cross fingers, hands, legs, toes and hope it will be a good one. I need this. I need to feel that same euphoria I had this afternoon.

Hanim