I know today wasn't going to be good ,the moment I woke up at 2am in the morning, sitting at the edge of my bed crying coz my throat was throbbing with pain.

No shit. Swollen throat is no joke man. I feel like someone was choking me coz the easiest and taken for granted things like breathing and swallowing your spit(ah come on you know what Imean) suddenly becomes a chore. I decided to pop them new antibiotic down, though suspicion tell me it's that med that make it swollen in the first place. Boil some water, drank it up. Felt a wee better though the throbbing sensation has now spread to both the ears too, which make me realised...for the next few days I shouldn't be having any cold drinks at all. The horror! Then off to bed.

Woke up groggy, got very pissed for some reason...Pipi became the victim. Now that he has escaped, I am finding other reasons to be pissed at.

And Boy do I have many other reasons.... I hate this ok.... To fuck with all of this.

I think some people just never get the hint. They really have no clue.. Do us a favour. Go and reflect, ponder or do something and realised that it's all in you. Stop blaming others.And remember that when all else fails, these are the very people you will come looking for. So please just put a sock into it. Damnit. You and your tacky taste.

I can't wait to recover. I just want to have a proper good post-exams celebration. And there's a lot to do this weekends and I don't want to spoil anything for them, my mother especially..considering it's her birthday soon.And please make me stop coughing God, I want to watch the musical and not be the person to spoil it for my section.

Hanim