I had a lot of plans for this week...like I said appointment...dinners but all was cancelled, coz either I am just too lazy, too emo or sick... Yup am sick...again with the throat. Honestly sometimes I just wish I can rip these toncilitis off.This happens to me every year ok. I'll get real sick before my birthday. My grandma used to say, sakit nak naik tahun.

Maybe it's a tradition for me when turning a year older, huh? I will either get really sick or something bad, something devastating will happen. Or both. This year...both had happened. Again my grandma used to say..buang bala... I wish its true. And I wish you were still here. Tomorrow its her 3rd year anniversary.

I miss you.

Hanim