I had wanted to blog about the great time I had celebrating my birthday with the wonderful Peejots but instead I found myself crying at the corridor, thinking about my friend who had to go through probably the worst ordeal in her life.

I pray that you will be strong and God will give you the courage to overcome this. I know it's hard, especially at 23. You are so young and they are so innocent...Tapi Allah sayangkan mereka lebih. Aku doakan semoga Allah tempatkan anak-anakmu dengan orang-orang yang beriman and mencucuri roh mereka.

I can't believe I never got to see their little feet and little hands. I was very much looking forward to their arrival into this world, my god-daughters. Worst of all, I can't believe you had to go through all that, my best friend...my sister.My heart goes out to you. My heart wept for you. I wish I can be there to comfort you now but I really pray that Allah will give you the strength. Be strong.Never forget them, but be strong and take in the comfort that God loves them more. Sesungguhnya Allah takkan berikan ujian hidup ini tanpa sembarang sebab.

Innalillah wa inalillahi ro jiun

Hanim